sometimes, everything around me makes so damn angry. why. I DON'T KNOW. i just get angry. i don't mean to. but ya. i get angry/. especially when i get angry at him. i don't want to. but sometimes i cant take the grieve and have to get angry and strut my anger, i'm sorry dear. i never meant to hurt you. haih. i don't understand people, and feelings. emotions. it kills us. it kills our values. how someone with so much pride and dignity can yet with a single tear flush everything down the drain. it's pathetic. this is pathetic, i like to cry, it heals the heart, but yet, i can only cry in hiding. shelter my pain to myself. i cry in vain.. okay lets lighten the mood. (: two days back, my mum was complaining about a performance at a restaurant, how the Micheal J mimic always sing the same songs, and she was saying, he never sings the song i like, err, "PHILIP". so my sister and i was thinking, you mean "BILLY JEANS" . Guess what, end up she meant, BEAT IT. haha.